I know I haven't posted in a while, it's not as it used to be and things are changing so fast. I'm here trapped in a moment watching the days pass by, waiting for a chance. And it's so frustrating to just sit down and wait. People wish for a moment of relax when they don't know how I envy them and wish I was on the move. But I will, in a little while, when summer's back again, I'll be on the run again. Cuz everything looks brighter and better in summer. I have figured out a plan for myself and then I'm waiting for the chance to get away from this. To get away and find what I'm looking for, a little peace of mind and some happiness and then maybe making up my mind and come to get what's mine, sort it all out and go away and never look back again. But I'm waiting, I was made to wait and be patient. Time is running out.


You know how I always find appropiate lyrics for each occasion. This time, is not the right time for the song, as it was sang long ago and I already went through that some time before. Then it's like remembering everything and the only chance to put it all behind.

I don't think I ever loved you, you were a mistake I dared to make. I was hoping you would be what I wanted but you disappointed me and opened my eyes. And on a Tuesday morning, miles away from home, it hurt to see that I was wrong, but I knew it all long ago. On a Tuesday morning, trying to make sense on it all, I just failed and came back home.
Silence and time is the remedy that cures it all. You can try to forget things but you won't be able to until you find the answers you need. There are times that, however, there is no other way. Just let it go and walk on.
On a Tuesday morning I knew that this was a turning point in my life. And here I am.